YOU KNOW YOU CAN.

omg today was the most boring day of school ever. i went out of politeness, and we freaking sat in the canteen/cafe the whole day. what a waste of my time. i could have had a very lovely time lying under my soft covers dreaming away. ooh but today i tried the lor mee in school, and it's yummmmmy :D

well so i went home to catch up on some beauty sleep and met a friend on the bus. it's pretty nice to meet old friends! yes and i put on nice cold mask on my face and before i knew it, i was fast asleep like i've never slept before.

i'm watching gossip girl episode 6 now! i feel so up to date man, the show was aired just 2 days ago. hurr hurr telly is love(: omg stupid shit the episode HANGS halfway. i'll never get to see chace crawford. my internet seems pretty down today. everything is laggy.

then again, chinese A's are just a few days away and i feel so unprepared omg. i must feel ashamed of myself.

anyway so i went around my classmates' blogs, and then i found many photos we took during the learning journey, and i think i'm starting to like my class a lot more. but what the hell it's the freaking last day of school. even though i dread going to school everyday cos i don't like anything much about school, and also because the class is pretty divided, i changed my mind. after the few hours spent at the museum, you all really are lovely people(: i'm lazy to upload the photos so you'll see them another time!

you know you love me.
xoxo, gossip girl

Sometimes.

WOOPEEDOO so today was my very first learning journey at the museum :D that was after school. school was boring like hell, we didn't even have anything important going on. and there's NO SCHOOL tomorrow except for the dumb oral presentation #2. oh and i discovered something so very disturbing about a friend of mine. you're no more my friend you nasty alien.

i love the museum(: there are exciting things to look at, and you have a companion which looks like a super magnified ipod hah. it's cool. really. we were camwhoring like nobody's business but that was real fun(: yes that picture above is one of my emo photos! i'm looking at my future school there hah. but jessey's real good at taking emo photos! :( i'm not. hence i need practice, and so is anyone up for a date at the museum with me? :D i have more emo photos but i'll keep that for when i'm feeling depressed. i want those sexy windows in my future house. oh yes took damn a lot of cheesy photos but i look too cheesy so nobody will ever see them except me. went to ps after that and had a ball of a time with lovely classmates.

while waiting for the mrt, jessey's milkshake spilled inside my bag. it was pretty funny cos everybody started cursing and cursing. but i know it's not her fault, so i'm fine with it. she even offered to bring home my bag to wash haha. but now i have even more reasons to buy a new bag, a new pouch for my keys and ipod and a new wallet!

oh yes and japhet and his "entangled in darkness" is damn funny. omg it's an inside joke hah but omg i haven't laughed so hard since idon'tknowwhen already. i miss that feeling of your stomach muscles being all hyped up and stretched, but i haven't laughed that way for so long.i miss mg and how i used to laugh till i rolled on the floor, or till i felt as if my pee was coming out. today somebody said something insulting and it apparently made me look out of sorts, but i'm pretty fine now.

the girl is strong. she's aunt agony, but does anyone realize that sometimes she needs one too? wide cheesy smiles are a part of her but there are times where she can't continue with that facade. and when she stops, something's wrong. it's easy to be her, because nobody expects too much from her; yet, she expects too much.

way too much.

I believe.

i'm doing my chinese homework now, but i don't feel like doing anymore. chinese overload is gross. reallly gross. doing 2 compos a week is psycho.

hohum so we got back our results yesterday. let's just say you should never have too high expectations for a particular subject, cos things always turn out the other way. yup but i'm pretty thankful i passed lit even though i'll still fail overall. it's a watershed in my life hah.

popped by town with leah after school(: i checked out my darling keds! but that dumb shop had such a puny collection. the one of my dreams which i saw online isn't there :( i'm buying them after chinese As! :D they are freaking cute, i love love them! ahah wait let me go see if they have names. ah my beloved pair is under flirty flats. ooh yes and the champion sneakers! leah likes the maroonish one. i like it too, but i like the beigey one tooo(: ooh but online the red keds is a sexy red, it reminds mf of my darling red poddypoo. omgggg why didn't i buy keds instead of those stupid chucks, which isn't even the one i wanted. oh wait, there was a sale. ah but it's all right to have a few more pairs of shoes! i can wear them everywhere, and erm, maybe i won't buy pumps anymore aha. i'm so conned by their description oh my. i need my "indisputable wardrobe essential" nowww! okay i decided already, i'm buying both :D next week honey, next week! maybe my classic champions can wait till december, when it's nearer a new school year! :D but then again, there is a discount! omg how now brown cow? i shall think about it during chinese later hurr hurrr (:

omg i feel like a psycho. it's 5.30 in the morning and i'm grinning away. oh next we went to fossil and my oh my, i'm getting the wallet. it's effing cheap. as compared to my peeling topshop wallet (i knew it couldn't be trusted cos it was half price!:/) which somebody called "an antique". i was thinking wtf when that person called it an antique. so that person wasn't being nasty or anything but omg my wallet is not an antique, i bought it in june you bitch. i can't help it if it's the peely material. ah but perhaps i should get MY GORGEOUS AND LOVELY FRIENDS to buy it for me for my birthday which is 2 months away :D yes this is my very direct hint so don't pretend you don't read it hah.

i made my shopping list already! it's split into ATTAINABLE and UNATTAINABLE! in my very long list of attainable wants, i shall reward myself by buying them when i study a lot, do all my homework, watch less tv, come online less, don't skip training, lose weight, study even more... oh wow i can reward myself with 7 things already! :D

ah and just yesterday, jessey, weisong and i were looking at people on friendster. no it's not considered stalking. and we went to see my ultimate eyecandy (not the one in school lah, that one is crappy compared to this). we were freaking GAZING at him omg, even weisong. this ultimate eyecandy is really the epitome of good looks. his features are to die for!

oh yes how could i forget? i visited my new house already(: i don't like the car park! and i saw two of my neighbours, who don't look very friendly. ooh yes and my wardrobe space is really very big! it's way bigger than my sister's, and i have a feeling that woman will dump her clothes in my wardrobe, which may not be a bad thing actually hah. i'm gonna have a white and pink room :D

i want the red ultra edition 10.9! it's the most beautiful phone i've ever seen. but then i don't know if anyone would wanna buy it now cos my mummy's colleague gave her her charger (since she used to use my phone) and i can charge my phone now :( i'm pretty fine with the phone actually, but i was quite hyped up about a red phone. my secret wish is to have everything in red/pink/white. then when i open my bag, it would be so cute cos everything is in these three colours.

haha alright enough of raving. i'm gonna wash up now and go to school cos i'm going on a learning journey!

A thousand miles seems pretty far?

yooo i didn't go to school today cos i've been bingeing like nobody's business and there's something wrong with my tummmywummy now.

yesterday was the op first run and it was seriously screwed. let's just say my hands were very clammy and gross the whole time. but omg when SOMEBODY was presenting the whole freaking class was laughing their arse off. even the teacher/coach/judge/ whoever she is laughed. after that we got too hungry so we went to eat and talk and laugh although other groups were still continuing their presentations. when it ended, we bought those funny preserved food/nuts that they were selling in school. later, i wasted my afternoon with SHARON and it was pretty fun actually(: spotted a few things that i think i might just reward myself with(:

so i spent today watching telly and watching shows online. i declare myself NOT a computer idiot now! i feel so pro omg. i watched gossip girls. I LIKE :D but nate doesn't look like nate! in the book he sounds so hot, but then the guy acting as him is hot, but not that kind of hot. okay omg i actually read a few when i was too free la. they're so bitchy and rich, and i happen to like this combination haha. oh yes not to mention tall and skinny. next i shall go watch GREEK(: it sounds pretty nice. oh and recently i discovered they actually show kyle xy on channel 5, even though it's the first season and still at the beginning.

i've been eying my darling keds for a long while now! i cannot wait to buy them(: ah they are so cute i could just buy the whole shop!! they shall be my reward after i get past chinese and the real op. ooh yes and a drop dead gorgeous bag for going out and another one for school(: yummy yummy and a new phone cos my phone charger kinda died. i'm surviving on the usb cable, which is a reaaaallly weak charger cos my phone's almost flat whenever i get home. and in the very very near future, a new camera? the beautiful and red sony one would be delightful(:

you can always close your eyes and listen to my voice.

DON'T WORRY.

I love books written by NICHOLAS SPARKS.
He.is.good.
So good that he made me cry.

Time spent with MELISSA LEK was lovely today :D
Ham and bacon pasta for lunch was great great great.
Shopping was delightful cos I bought stuff.
I <3 my Topshop pulloverrrrrr!
It's grey with cute hearts and I hope it rains every morning so I have a reason to wear it.
Can't wait for moreee!
Come to me diet plans so I can save moolahhh(:
The bus ride home was bumpy and crowded, and I couldn't breathe properly.

We spent nearly an hour at Kino looking at lovely magazines.
Browsed through all the funny teen mags.
I LIKE.
When I have too much moolah I'll buy them all.

The face in the mirror is staring back at you
And the world's a better place when you smile.

oh my fuck i accidentally deleted all my songs.

When I see your smile

i'm having the time of my life now so i'm very lazy to update. school these days is a waste of time. 3 hours of chinese and 4 hours of pw is A JOKE. yes and risk being friendless when the whole clique doesn't come cos the message didn't get passed down properly, or get many hours of free periods and you stone cos you don't know what else to do.

we had some career shit thing yesterday which was so boring i could cry. thankfully there was shikin(: it was pretty unbearable.

i felt like dying today. charms is funny. she TALKS to herself, she LAUGHS to herself, and now she even SINGS to herself. and the barbie water bottle leah brought nearly made me die. her description of the bottle and what the bottle actually looked like were worlds apart.

so leah, if you ever bring the bottle to school again i'm not walking beside you HAH.

oh yeah training has started again. my god i'm unfit or something because we didn't even run 1km for warmups but i felt as though i ran 10. now it's back to the NO CAFFEINE NO OILY STUFF regime again.

today i finally saw my clique (well at least half) after a really long time. those lucky bitches have some 3 day week cos they don't do pw or chinese.

well i'm gonna go watch telly, the love of my life now.